It's been one of those weeks.
Our second baby would've been two this week. I thought it wouldn't be a big deal. It was.
I spent every extra minute of free time planning a yard sale that made a grand total of $14.
We got adoption paperwork back in the mail because we had submitted something incorrectly. Oh, snail mail.
I haven't slept through the night in a week due to thunderstorms, racing minds and a four year old who has suddenly decided that sleeping through the night is for suckers. (I realize that to those of you with newborns this seems ridiculous but when you get past that sleepless stage and into the realm of the living, the nights when you go backwards take on a whole new realm of pain.)
I had to give my son a very specific and anatomically correct sex talk. It's too early. Darn his very particular and insistent questions and all the pregnant women around me that have precipitated them.
And then I stepped on a slug. Tonight, when I got up from the couch to go rooting through the kitchen to find my secret stash of life-saving mint milanos, I stepped on a slug. A slimy, fat, sitting-in-the-middle-of-my-kitchen-floor slug. Right.
Normally, I like to find the bright side or some deeper lesson in a week like this. Tonight, I am just thankful that tomorrow is Sunday. Thankful for a new day. A new week. A morning with my church family. And also, of course, that the slug has been swiftly and summarily squished and disposed of.
The Ardennes: the forest surrounding Bastogne, Belgium and a critical battle location during World War II, wherein the endurance, perseverance, trust and sheer stubbornness of the Allies defeated a seemingly unbeatable enemy. For me, an allegory for the Christian life.
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I'm sorry to hear about your rough week, Carolyn! It's during weeks like that when I'm thankful when the sun comes up and a new day begins with a fresh start! Been thinking about you as you think about what could have/should have been, but also praying that some of your joy will be restored as you anticipate the arrival of your newest addition! What a beautiful story God is still writing for your family! Lots of love, Sarah :-)
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